CHRISSY Teigen has revealed that she’s ‘depressed and lost’ after she lost another job due to her historic cyber-bullying tweets.
The American model and TV personality, 35, has faced endless criticism after a number of old tweets – which she sent to several high-profile names – surfaced online.
The mother-of-two was accused of making malicious comments online by celebrities such as Courtney Stodden, Michael Costello and Farrah Abraham and found herself coming under fire from the public as well as her endorsements.
Chrissy has been stripped of a number of high-paid campaigns and jobs following the scandal and now, she’s admitted that it’s taken a serious toll on her mental health.
In May, luxury US department store Bloomingdale’s were among the companies to drop the star’s promotional gig and Chrissy was forced to take a step away from the limelight.Chrissy also walked away from her spot on Netflix’s Never Have I Ever season 2 following the controversy.
Now, the star has taken to Instagram to detail her struggles after the controversy left her ‘depressed’ and ‘lost’.
Alongside an image of the star sprawled out on the couch, she penned: “I don’t really know what to say here. Just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter s**t in real life.
“Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race. But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer.
“I feel lost and need to find my place again. I need to snap out of this, I desperately want to communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay.
“I’m not used to any other way.”
Chrissy went on to address her cyberbullying scandal, admitting that she’s learned a lot from her mistakes.
The star, who is married to John Legend said: “Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know until you’re in it.
“And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow.”
Chrissy finished her emotional post admitting that she’s “tired of being sick with herself all day”.
“I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s going to get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent s**t anymore,” she insisted.
“If you or someone you know has also been cancelled, please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch. Thank you and goodbye I love you.”
- The Mirror